'"Funny, but I've seen my accident, oh, maybe 100 times. You go to YouTube, punch in my name and you get three different angles of it. Pretty graphic stuff. I've seen it so many times I've almost become detached from it. But this . . .? I couldn't bring myself to look. I actually just watched a TSN clip of it, only a little while. But only because I was told it wasn't graphic. I wasn't prepared to watch a graphic video of something like that.'''